Friday, May 30, 2008
100th post : Love letter
Just close your eyes each loving day
I know this feeling won't go awayThis is an abstract from Beethoven love letter to his lover,
"Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together -Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell.Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.ever thineever mineever ours"The untidy room, I miss-SillY-
{ 7:47 PM }
school
I don't feel like coming to school.
It's a sudden feeling
And it's about 1h 30mins left before school starts
Weh!!
):
-SillY-
{ 7:02 AM }
Thursday, May 29, 2008
view
That's what you get
When you see your life in someone else's eyesI've been farting the whole day.Upset stomach and sleepy eyes.What is wrong with me?
Report is such a hassle and pressurizing because the other team keep talking about it which cause such an uproar.Rarrr!!
But i can relax again later in the evening.Watching momentum for the 3rd time.Watching you.
I'm wearing
white today so it's easier for you to spot me
(:
i miss seeing you wearing your butterfly ring-SillY-
{ 3:03 PM }
Vongola Family Cloud Guardian
Guardiano della Nuvola della Famiglia VongolaHappy 20th Birthday Kyoya Hibari
Protect the Family
"Bite you to death"Vongola Family Rain Guardian
-SillY-
{ 11:42 AM }
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
salute
I salute the one's who waited for the one they love for a long period of time.
Because at the end of the day,the one that they love are finally theirs.
miss being backstage with you-SillY-
{ 4:06 PM }
dreaming
I've laid myself to sleep tonight
I know you've played out everything in your mindI've been dreaming about you for these past few days.
A dream that is neither good nor bad.
And every night when i close my eyes,
I see you.
Overdosage of sleeping are miss-SillY-
{ 12:24 AM }
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
venture
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopesI like this picture i took.Thanks to Sue camera.
It is proven that Milo and Holicks are my laxative.But still my favorite "bapak-bapak" drink.
Suddenly i have an urge for scramble eggs with crab sticks.Hmm..
I miss you bitting my arm-SillY-
{ 12:34 PM }
Monday, May 26, 2008
you'll always be my baby
cause you'll always be a part of meI ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause you know in your heart babe
Our
love will never end no
A song to listen to
i miss your beautiful smile-SillY-
{ 10:32 PM }
bright
Time pass by
With the sound of your voice
It's closer to paradiseMonday is really a slow day.Having UT later.Let's hope it's easy.
"I love you until your eyes roll back"
Kinky.
miss watching House with you-SillY-
{ 1:58 PM }
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Women magazines
I never wanted anything the way that I want youGuys,here's how you can have a better relationship.Do your research by reading women magazines.I know i sound pervertic here but it'll help strengthen the relationship.It's like for once you know what women wants.
Because i read them too
That's my advice for you
I miss you blogging about me
-SillY-
{ 8:05 PM }
remember today
The cold night that we face
The misses and love we shared
I wish it didn't endIndiana Jones was awesome.Here's what i think of the movie.
George Lucas (Star Wars) + Steven Spielberg (E.T.) = Indiana Jones (Aliens)
Simple
:)
I miss you calling me baby-SillY-
{ 5:31 PM }
Friday, May 23, 2008
vivid
And you're lying real still,
But your heart beat is fast just like mineDo you remember when you listen to my heart and you said it didn't beat your name?
I do.
Do you remember when you always win in sumo wrestling at the beach?
I do.
Do you remember when we had nothing but scrabble eggs and crab sticks as our meals?
I do.
These memories which remind me of us.
Wish i could do it again.
Just you and me.
I miss you
The person who doesn't stop you but joins you when you're silly-SillY-
{ 3:49 PM }
runner
So i will not hide it's time to try
Everything to be with you
All my life i've waited,this is trueThis is one tired morning.
Both ankle are not working properly.
And i jerk in class(like someone i know).
This is what jogging did to me.
:)
Kiss you while you are sleeping-SillY-
{ 9:22 AM }
Thursday, May 22, 2008
don't look away
And i'm watching you and i'm waiting
For the perfect time to startI came to an understanding on the whole situation
And i find every reason to stay
I miss you.
Listen to your heart
Fight to feel
I miss hugging you while you look at the mirror-SillY-
{ 8:24 AM }
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Near yet so far
Hate myself for letting it pass byThe places i went today are full of bitter sweet memories
Sometimes even the bitter memories are the best
Because they show how much you care and love for the other person
To tell you the truth,my mind still wonder back to that night.
Still felt something..
See you tear as you watch One Tree Hill-SillY-
{ 9:49 PM }
hold on
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too
But I'd rather be here with youWhen you feel the sense of hope
Do you let it pass?
Or do you let it stay?
All i can say is
cendol"Your smell still lingers on my bed"-SillY-
{ 9:56 AM }
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down
When you did,did you felt something?
Does your heart had the sudden urge to want again?Time will tell
When the heart won't lie anymore
I love it how you touch my face,telling me you want me-SillY-
{ 3:01 PM }
Take a look at me so you can see
You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
Just got home.Too bad Nadhir didn't win the Dewa Dewi competition at Expo but he did get the Mr Photogenic award.While I get scrutinize on stage.Damn comedian!!
But i had fun.Just that my mind wondered most of the time.
But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you areThe familiar smell,the familiar hug and the familiar kiss-SillY-
{ 12:48 AM }
Monday, May 19, 2008
the best thing about tonight that we're not fighting
Because tonight will be the night
That i will fall for you over againI wish you miss me more
I wish you see how much i want this
I'm always there waiting
Touch me again like how you did
Stay with me baby girl
Time will tell
I felt like tearing cause i love you-SillY-
{ 10:15 AM }
Friday, May 16, 2008
time will tell
These streets are filled with memories
Both good for detected pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blameWithout me saying it you know what are the contents are
Without me showing it you know how much feeling i put into this
Before
Present
After
It's been the same feeling
And it has always been more
No matter what happen, this feeling won't fade away
The dedicated heart
The girl with the lion hair-SillY-
{ 5:17 PM }
feed the ear
While listening to every word that I sing
What emotions or feelings that it bring?Close your eyes and listen to your surrounding in a silent room
What do you hear?
You'll hear your heartbeat
Messages that gave you happy tears-SillY-
{ 11:56 AM }
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Easier than it look
Smile
Flower on my hand-SillY-
{ 1:32 PM }
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
could have been the 6
So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of youA day to remember.
Wearing red and white-SillY-
{ 2:38 PM }
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
have you seen your past?
Started with 3,ended by eight
Happy with 5,left by two
Somehow we share the same fate
Where the sky is no longer blueSumo wrestling in the sand are cherish-SillY-
{ 3:02 PM }
Monday, May 12, 2008
drive through
So this is how it goes
Oh i would never knowBurnt tires and skid marks
Carbon monoxide and dirt across this face
It's worth the lesson nevertheless
I had fun at the end
:)
Thanks guys
PS:I'm having a pimple(no link)
It's a B-E-A-Utiful day!-SillY-
{ 8:08 PM }
moments
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I dont careThe sweet smell still lingers around this room of mine
I can still see you even if i'm blind
That's how much this heart wants you
Every heart beats is true
But only time will tell if the rainbows will come back
Only time will tell
I remember the last time you wore that-SillY-
{ 12:06 PM }
early
I'm in class.
Too early for class.
Back to sleep
Dreaming of you-SillY-
{ 8:03 AM }
Happy mother's day
I wish my life was this song
cause songs they never die
I could write for years and years
and never have to cry I’d show you how I feel
without saying a word
I could wrap up both our hearts
I know it sounds absurdMother's day.What do can you do without them.They sacrifice her whole life to you and raise you and the best part of all,they will always love you.
In my eyes,my mum is invincible.All she ever do is for her family well being.That's why I love her.She's all i can ask for.Mummy,I love you.
"Belajar pandai-pandai"-SillY-
{ 12:08 AM }
Sunday, May 11, 2008
4 elements
It was a bros day out yesterday straight after work
We talk and chill while sing song all day long
Watch Speed Racer which was a good movie
I came home by 2 still thinking of how the day went
But it's never the same
Where orange and green are love-SillY-
{ 1:54 PM }
Saturday, May 10, 2008
A week
You have always been the one.
The one that understands me the most.
I would like to give my fullest to you.
Because i'm still emotionally attach to you.
If only you can see what i see.
Baby,I'm always there for you,friend or lover.
I love you-SillY-
{ 6:20 AM }
Friday, May 9, 2008
Fruity
Together we’ll wonder
If we will last these days
If I asked you to stay
Would you tell me
You would be mine?Iron man was great.Action movies rule.
Ok,nature calls.
:)
Smash,break the melon.Do you remember?-SillY-
{ 8:42 AM }
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Open these eyes
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
But look through that and you will see,
That I'll do better.
I know, baby I can do better.I can't put my finger on it.
I don't know what to say.
I've always been trying.
Always been trying to change my ways.
I'm no lyricist nor a poet.
I'm a man with one believe.
I know you've heard it before.
That feeling that no one saw.
Love
I'm not the only one for you
But you're the only one for me-SillY-
{ 2:00 PM }
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
do you have to let it linger?
After a long movie marathon at home,i came to realize something.Every movie has a deep meaning behind it.The last movie i watch is Click by Adam Sandler.A movie about how a universal remote control help him skip the most hated things in life.
But the real motive in this movie is that you should always put your love one first.Tell them that you love them or at least try.Cherish them and really show what you mean to them.Remember every song played on your memorable day. Even though things doesn't work out in the end,be there for them and tell them that you still care or love them.
Love knows no boundary so get up from your seat and tell your dad how he does he do those magic trick,thank your mummy that she gave birth to you,the people close around you that they made an impact to your life and ask your love life,"Will you still love me in the morning?"
People are given choices.All you have to do is make the right one.Quote from Horton,"I meant what i said and said what i meant.And an elephant faithful 100%."
So do the right thing.
:)
Let it loose-SillY-
{ 10:36 PM }
it's raining
It's a cold morning.
Keep yourself warm people.
Don't fall sick.
:)
Keeping you warm-SillY-
{ 10:07 AM }
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Your smell
My armpits stink.
Can i have yours?
:)
-SillY-
{ 8:20 PM }
i can do better
Do you really know?Can you really see?Have you felt it before?Do you remember that feeling?Don't push it awayThe warmth that you cherishThe vivid memoryThe one that love you endlessly
The warm body beside you at night
-SillY-
{ 3:21 PM }
Monday, May 5, 2008
fingertips
My whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fearsWhat happen when you cut your nails too deep?
It hurts like hell that's for sure
Lesson learn
:)
Let me be the one that chase your fear of darkness away-SillY-
{ 9:52 PM }
the feeling
How i wish i could do it right.
The pieces of my heart is missing youIt's been rough but still coping to the whole situation.It's different under the covers.Now i'm at lost.It's not easy.
I miss your hugs
I miss your kisses
I miss your love
I miss you
Crawl onto your bed and keep you warm
I love you
Wish for anther chance
-SillY-
{ 9:48 AM }
stay close,don't go
And don't you know,
My heart is pumping,
Oh, it's putting up the fight.
And I've got this feeling,
That every thing's alrightMornings like this is when i feel like wearing a tank top.I know that's disgusting.Hehe
But i think the day would be a nice one.Just that lab work bores me to death.
Crap,i'm hungry..
I should have told you from the start
That i'm closer then you think-SillY-
{ 9:08 AM }
Vulnerable
I was born to tell you I love you Isn't that a song already I get a B in originality And its true I cant go on without you Your smile makes me see clearer If you could only see in the mirror what I see-SillY-
{ 12:26 AM }
Sunday, May 4, 2008
keep me safe inside
Why does tonight, have to end?
Why don't we hit restart,
And pause it at our favorite partsWork sucks.Sue I want that job please.Oh,i'm going to be a mascot.How about that?
We'll skip the goodbyes
If i had it my way,
I'd turn the car around and runaway,
Just you and iFor I'll wait for your return
Where our hearts beat as one
-SillY-
{ 12:31 PM }
Saturday, May 3, 2008
my 1st day
Forgetting all i'm lackingCompletely incompleteI'll take your invitationAnd you take all of me nowLife isn't that easy.At times you are at your highest point and in a blink of an eye,you drop down dead.Life sucks.But there is such thing as faith.
Fate.It is something you can't escape because it's written all over you.Quote,"What's fated to be yours,will be yours."
I believe in fate.And faith too.I have faith in the whole situation because i believe that the feeling will return.No matter how long it'll take.
I can't stop loving you because this is me.
"You're still the baby girl i fall in love with"-SillY-
{ 10:45 PM }