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That's when you feel free.Like GST and ERP free.


Comments :
Rapture was really rapture.The fact was that there was so many ballet performances that you get bored of it.They try to put in flava to spice things up and even uses props to make it more dramatic but i didn't felt the same adrenaline rush as i was at Momentum.SAJC,here's a tip,make ideas and don't try something that you can't do for example hip hop.Leave that to us Republicans.

What i enjoyed the most would be :
-Rugby boys dancing in their sports wear.That is dope.
-Crescent girls did a very good job at amazing the audience with their sharp movements and also synchronization.
-The small kids dancing.Little girls dancing to Hairspray theme and Stronger from Kanye West.While the boys with spikey hairs did Because of You from Ne-Yo and 4 minutes from Madonna.Shiok!
-Lastly,Style Groovaz.You guys were dope.I can say that you guys were the best.You guys better thank me for cheering you.

The Convict:
Ticket should be worth only $12.Cause the performance by the host was kind of off standard.But all and all,guest performances were the best.

I'm proud of you guys.Seriously.

P.S. Train rides are always the best with me around. (:
Glad to make you guys laugh.It's a pleasure


-SillY-

{ 12:58 AM }

Cause i want nothing more then sit outside heaven's door
And listen to your breathing,is where i want to be


Thanks to the President of Singapore,I have two UTs today
And i'll have another sleepy lab session later.
I need my sleep but i can't seem to sleep at night.
Not because of the bed bugs,it's call adulthood.

Here's a fast fact for you.
There lesser amount of sleep you have at night,
The faster you'll die.
No joke.

Music : Plainsunet - The River Song


I wish you would miss me
The way that i miss you

-SillY-

{ 10:12 AM }

Let us lie on the grass under the night sky
Looking at one another,just you and I


I hate to delay the things i need to do.
I've already plan it but to execute it is another story.
I need a motivator of some sort.
How about you?


Can you show me the way back
Back to where it all first started

-SillY-

{ 6:23 PM }

Ignite was awesome.Never thought that local bands were very popular.
I only get to watch Plain Sunset which was very good.
Heard there were Caracal and also Electrico performing but i had to go off anyways.

I learn to appreciate them too.I use to listen to only hip hop or R&B music.
Songs that makes you want to dance to.
It was only recently i listen to other types of genres.

Someone told me that music is something you must learn to appreciate.
And being there live makes you learn it better.
That same someone brought me to gigs listening to screamo till my head hurts.

So thank you.

-SillY-

{ 1:10 AM }

Jason,this is for you.

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which is a Tobacco Mosaic Virus, Dahlemense Strain.

How bout that?

-SillY-



{ 12:50 AM }

I'm grateful to have friends around me who appreciates me.People who laughs at the stupidest thing only i would do.The company's been great and i love it when they laugh together with me.Because i love the smiles on their faces even though they tease me for being skinny.They keep saying what's with the face or stop making that funny actions.Well i can't because i was created like this.They can call me the Jim Carey or the music man because i'll always have something to sing to.I don't have bombastic words to impress people.What i have is the sense of humor.The face especially.Love me or hate me,I'm still me and I love being me.Thank God for creating me.

Joke of the day : voluptuous *with the tongue flicking*

-SillY-

{ 12:19 AM }

I'm happy for you.

:D

Smile always

-SillY-

{ 7:25 AM }

Scream your lungs out
But i'll be there yawning


A very typical murder movie.
Here's why :
1.Damsel in distress
2.Friends who eventually be killed
3.A bearded killer who escape from prison
4.And a very stupid yet foreseen ending

Ratings : 1.5/5
Which means it's bullshit.

Only part that shock me would be the pigeons that flew out of nowhere.
Shocked not scared.


Stand under the night sky and look at the stars
You'll soon realize that it's older than our solar system

-SillY-

{ 10:47 PM }

There are times where i hate fate.
Hate the fact that it keep changing.
I'm not angry,just disappointed with it.
God don't really like me right now i guess.
Sometime i wish to know what is going on here.


Dig deep within,you'll find it.
What you'll find can never be replace by another.
A place in the heart you'll find it.
Hold it tight and don't let go.
Let it stay there,forever in your memories.


All i have are dreams


So why am i still holding on?


One day...You'll understand how much you mean to me.I Love You


-SillY-

{ 1:01 AM }

One might fall and the other will stand
And one might give where the other won't bend

Another boring lab session.
I feel like a lazy sloth hanging on a tree.

So what did i do?
Watch a chick flick movie.

Let go the female side of me.
And i learn a lot.

So i won't rely on magazine so much.
Even movies like this make you understand a girl better.

I have to admit,it's a good movie.
And no,i'm no pussy.Just appreciating.

(:


I love you still baby girl



-SillY-

{ 5:08 PM }

Let me be the one who can take you from all the things you see
And if you trust in me i can be that through anything you need


Sleep.Let me show you my classmate.

Lesson learn : Don't sleep in class.

(:

Let me show you love can be easy if you just let it be
Nothing is promised but i believe if i give it everything

-SillY-

{ 2:58 PM }

I tried to paint you a picture, the colors were all wrong
Black and white didn't fit you and all along


Like any other morning,music has been my breakfast
It has also been my supper these past few days

Cold night without any blanket to keep me warm
Wishing there was another body beside me.You maybe

I discovered that women magazine is not only a book to understand women
There were more.Like...You get what i mean.Educational stuff

All because i was home the whole time yesterday
I was bored.Not a pervert.Thank the sister for the magazines

Off to makan.

(:


Pictures say a thousand word
But memories says millions more

-SillY-


{ 9:02 AM }

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face


Bang Boom.Let there be light.
Fireworks colored the dark sky.
And the scratch marks on my arm.

Thanks.

Oh headache.Pounding the heads of many.
Latest victim : ME.
Panadol here i come.


I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me.

-SillY-

{ 11:55 PM }

I would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before


I had music for breakfast
Carbon monoxide for lunch
And nothing for dinner

I don't have an eating disorder
Just that i haven't had the mood
But i did ate dinner thrice yesterday

That's more then enough

Sue,are we seriously going to Pulau Ubin?


Don't let your pride get in the way
For something we worked so hard

-SillY-

{ 12:27 AM }

And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me


This is what happen when you depend too much on luck.
You begin to gamble.It's proven in the arcade yesterday.

Who use their money for a particular prize which you can buy from Mini Toons
And at the same time you have a car of your own.

What a waste of money.
You should have wasted it on me.

Buy me a DSLR camera or something.
Sheesh.

The song is stuck in my head.Damn.


Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing

-SillY-

{ 3:32 PM }

If I walk away and just let you leave
You'll be stuck in my head like a melody


I've been trick for coming home early yesterday.
Instead Miss Universe was on TV.
Not a fan.

Sudden lost of mood to blog.Shit.

Quote,"Dey!!Parapundek!!"
Saying with an Indian accent.

:)

Look at me with those warm eyes again.
For i'll forget the world for once.

-SillY-

{ 11:34 AM }

Balloons are made happy
And they makes you feel sky high

Only happen once a year.
But memories last forever.

These are birthdays.


Love by many,
You've made an impact to our lives.

Smile.

Oh,i still owe you something.Hee.

-SillY-

{ 10:05 AM }

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you


Basically i'll be watching Hellboy later in the evening
To be precise it's at 12.45am.

Yes you heard me,late at night.
With my Deng Deng Bro,CA.

And i'm home half of the time.Wait, 3/4 of the time.
One word : Boring.


Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

Do me a favor : read entry 7 February

-SillY-

{ 5:38 PM }

I am falling into grace
To the unknown to where you are

Smokers
This is to all the inconsiderate smokers.Fuck all of you!!
It's the toilet,can't i have some peace shittin' in there.
Now because you,the stench is stuck to my shirt.
If you want to die,die alone damn it!
Waste your life on a something else like sex or something.
Fuckers!!

-------------------------------------------

President
On a brighter note,i was wondering what happens if i became the president.
This is what i'll do.
I'll make a big party in Sentosa and invites the Mats and Minahs,Ah Bengs and Ah Lians.
Give away altered pants and caps.Free drinks for all of them.
And when i catch them off guard,i'll bomb Sentosa killing all of them.
Job well done. *give a pat on the back*

No,i'm no physco.I'm just doing the public a favor.

(:


And faith makes everybody scared
It's the unknown, the don't-know

-SillY-

{ 2:07 PM }

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time

Maths is a waste of time.They are my greens which i dislike.
It eats up your brain cells causing you to malfunction.

I wish maths were about simple stuff.
Mate once get a few dozen like hamsters.

That is call inverse proportion.
Ok,What the fuck.

I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

P.S. If you want to see the video my brother got 1st for dance and sing, come and find me.

-SillY-

{ 3:31 PM }

don't give up on me yet
don't forget who I am


Two busted knees.
One stretched thigh.

Alan,i should have listen to you.
Now i look like a limping monkey.

Damn.


I know I'm not there yet
but don't let me stay here alone

-SillY-

{ 10:35 AM }

I'm writing on a blank page
I'm dancing on an empty stage

We are treated like children.
Having rules how we are suppose to dress.
That is pure stupidity.

Now I've got an unsettle business with God.
And basically,He's winning.
He always win.Give me a head start please.

Trying to find the spotlight
So you can see the real me

-SillY-

{ 2:30 PM }

Read the wave, ride your fears in this ocean of years
Take me deep, till I find every corner of your mind

First and foremost,its a freaking youth day.
Why are we in school?Wait,i'm 20.Damn.

A lot happen in the weekend.
Watched Hancock and yeah it was funny.

"Call me an asshole one more time."

Just don't get hit by the head and lose your memories.
So keep your memories safe.

Claim me if it happens

(:

miss you talking to yourself

-SillY-

{ 11:54 AM }

Live my life around a picture taken when we met
Spending all of my time chasing your silhouette

Keep it safe.
Keep it secret.

Take the chance.
Plunge into the abyss.

If it's winter cold,
There's always someone there to keep you warm.

But slow down and take a look around
Because that's when the world stop listening

Except for one.

kakak zura

-SillY-

{ 3:21 PM }

Your hazel eyes paralyze my senses
Cut me down to size defenseless

Something surprising happen yesterday went i got back.
Two trophies came out from nowhere.

Believe or not,my brother won both.
Both dance and school idol.

Now he'll compete in an inter school dance competition.
I'm very proud of him.

You did well.

the girl who rap to me.still amazes me.

-SillY-

{ 9:04 AM }

I promise you I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair

Today, my brother is competing.
Good luck my brother.

If you want to follow my footsteps,
Be better then me.

Make me proud.

I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

The girl with the bangles

-SillY-

{ 12:43 PM }

Before it takes away all that you learned to love
It will defeat you and then teach you to get back up

Stress is taking a break for now.
FYP presentation was okay but got to step up.

How i wish i could just stand in the rain.
It's been ages since i did that.

Next time then.
Anybody want to join me?

hello blue.Meow.

-SillY-

{ 5:14 PM }

Temperature rising
I think i might get fever

My heart is beating way too fast
Guess this heart misses you

Oh familiar feeling

-SillY-

{ 2:30 PM }

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in

Morning when I was in the showers I overheard mummy and brother conversation;

Mum:Sairi,you joining singing competition?
Sairi:Yes,my school idol.
Mum:I want to attend your singing competition.
Sairi:Ok.I tell you when the finals if i get in the finals.

I'm not overreacting here but mummy,when was the last time you saw me perform?
And all those dance competition i won first.Where were you?

I'm not being mean but sometimes I want my mummy to see me excel.
Maybe this dance thingy isn't her thing.

But I'll make you proud.One day.

I miss pancakes

-SillY-

{ 9:37 AM }