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To all muslims, Selamat Hari Raya
To anyone i've sin,please forgive me
And i hope that our bond for one another becomes stronger

Enjoy the festive season and don't get in trouble
God bless!

-run off to play with sparkles-



{ 11:42 PM }

I woke up feeling empty
I don't feel my soul
A feeling i've never felt before

I turned to my iTunes for comfort
Instead it brought me to tears
I wasn't even feeling emotional

With the song playing,i turn to pictures
Pictures of the past,the still memories
It brought me both happiness and sadness

A feeling i don't want to face on the eve of Hari Raya

Is this one of the days that you don't feel special anymore?

I need comfort

I could never stop this feeling



{ 2:24 PM }

How do you fight something beyond your control?
How do you stop something that has already started?
How do you search when you already found it?

And how do you go to heaven without dying?

Answer:Love



{ 1:52 PM }

I have a brother who stinks really bad.
The smell of his feet will be able to wake up the dead.
Birds flying would just fall dead.
And if his feet were to bring down to hell,it'd be useful for the torturing part.

Goodness.
Get a new shoe please.



{ 3:08 PM }

I have a very lazy step-dad.He was suppose to paint the house today.Instead he carry on sleeping in his oh-so-comfortable bed.And his bloodline - which is my brother - was also suppose to help me clean the house but he - like his father - slept in the afternoon.He was woken up by my mummy's screaming.He did help for awhile but escape by leaving the house without anyone noticing.Mas Selamat in the making.

In the end it was sister,mummy and i who clean up the house.Mummy make kueh while sister and i look through things that were needed to be thrown.We came across a photo album which was like almost 2 decades old.I see me when i was younger and cuter.And when my daddy was still around.I realize that i was a happy child and was always smiling.Wish i have a scanner to show you guys the picture.

Because there's a picture of me naked.Want to see?

-grin-


{ 5:14 PM }

I'll be in Johor in 3 hours time.

Got to do some shoe shopping.

-Off to the showers-



{ 10:37 AM }

Had dinner and catching up to do.Nothing change much though except the hair.
If you look closely,she look like Edna Mode from The Incredibles.

Sorry if i offend you nurse Joy. :)


Looks like everyone busy today.Which can only mean one thing : Gossip Girl.
One day i'll be busy too.That day will be on the 22nd.Two shows to watch.

Heroes & The Bang Theory.

I can't wait.



{ 9:44 PM }

Oh tired.With a strain on my left thigh and right foot,how am i suppose to dance?
I need a break.I want my body to be pampered right now.

And i don't mean Batam.
Don't laugh bro.

Wehh!!


{ 3:40 PM }

i think i have a new girlfriend.

Her name : iTunes.

Believe it or not,she's the best at comforting me at times.

Now how i wish i have an iPod or iPhone to accompany me.

.

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-moody-

Cheer me up.



{ 9:40 PM }

Time check : 4.58pm
I'm home way too early.

Pfft.

I think i'll rest.

Oh,i added a new link.It's my brother.
Don't be too impress with his English.



{ 4:59 PM }

{ 11:37 PM }

I'm back in the same room i almost lost my consciousness.
This time the smell no longer lingers in the room.


I hate it when i can foresee things.Where are the surprizes when you are able to see what's coming.But even if you are able to foresee it,you still feel a little surprize.And i hate that even more.I have to stop predicting cause it's unhealthy to begin with.Let me have a small island i can sit and look into the horizon and clear my mind.

Sometimes i wish the wind could carry me away far from here.
Sometimes i wish that the stars could distract me from the thoughts i have
Sometimes i wish everything were back to normal.

Okay,wishes never come true eventually.
Damn it.



{ 4:10 PM }

I'm killing myself in this small room,
Where the air is thin and the smell of paint is heavy.
As my mind sway from side to side,
My heart feels like it's going to stop at any moment.

I'm going through a slow suicidal state right now by just staying in this room.
I need a breather.
But the more i breathe,the faster this feeling becomes.

I need..an oxygen tank.

Don't worry,I'm not dying.
Just in a room with painted walls.




{ 11:22 PM }

I hate my mornings because i spent my time eating with my eyes close.
I hate my Friday module because i have an Indian faci who's scolding instead of teaching.
I hate the fact that the old flame still thinks i have feelings for her.(which i don't)
I hate the house right now because it's in a mess.
I hate my hair cause it's dry to the point that water evaporate when it touches it.
I hate having this hated feeling.

Pfft.



{ 2:40 PM }

The new iPod nano.Looks delicious.Can i have one?

Did i tell you that an old flame is trying her luck?

Oh,one more thing : Zee,you'll be fine.Smile. ((:



{ 9:47 AM }

I'm in love.
In love with a new game : Loco Roco

Oh,did i told you that Jason flew yesterday and that we dance to Paramore's That's What You Get.That was fun.

Concept done.Next up practice.

I need a new shoe.



{ 8:54 AM }

I hate cold nights like this.All cold and wet.
Especially today.Get me a blanket and i'll hide under the covers away from the coldness.
Someone keep me warm please.

Tomorrow : b-boy class.
Bad news : no freaking shoe to wear.
Good news : it's Tuesday not Monday.
Other news : my brother's feet stink.

Pening....

Remembering February






{ 10:16 PM }

{ 3:50 PM }

{ 8:28 AM }

Guess what,i felt my niece/nephew kicked yesterday.Having a soccer game in there huh.Two months left before a new member is introduce to the family.Mum will be Nenek and Nenek will be the great nenek.Gerek or what!!

Rain rain go away come again another day.Soon mucus will be green as kaya and room will be cold as winter.Find me a heaven in hell.Argghh!

I think i need glue or a sewing machine.




{ 10:44 AM }

Yes,it's the fasting month.A month of weight loss and it didn't start the way it was suppose to.

I mean the whole family didn't wake up in the morning for sahur.And yet we're fasting.Let's not do this again.


-run and sets alarm-


I hope the month will be a worth it.Happy fasting to all Muslims.



{ 2:35 PM }